Bernard Marin, a successful Jewish accountant, was almost fifty when he was suddenly struck down by crippling headaches.

The problem however, was not just physical. Bernard’s distress was the result of years of denial over his poor relationship with his father, who had died fourteen years before...

This book is the story of what happened next, as Bernard Marin almost fell apart, driven by an overwhelming compulsion to discover what had been kept from him. His journey has led to this extraordinary tale of loss, discovery and redemption.